Unterdrückte Nummer [Short Film]
Thoughts that no one needs. Thoughts that aren't yours. Thoughts that are better not thought. Intrusive thoughts make their way into our cognition and bloom there in circles and spirals. 'What's
Children of Witches [DJ Set]
A couple of weeks ago, some friends hosted a lovely birthday/housewarming party with the motto 'Children of the Witches that you couldn't Burn' and I contributed the following
Empty Kingdom [Poem]
pick me up in your car take me somewhere nice make me forget a loveless life take me to the stars take me into your skin i’ll match who you think i am i’ll become
Becoming an Uncle
I knew the day was gonna come that my sister would have a child but I can't believe that day is here. A short while ago she gave
Solo Travelling a Country in Crisis: Sri Lanka
Booking a flight to another continent is a risk during Corona times. But when all my travel plans with friends fell through, I was very depressed and in
I am writing a book
I have a secret that I've kept for the past three years and it's out with the title of this post. I am writing a book and finally
Finishing my Tattoo Sleeve by Ondrash and DECASA
I've had to wait a long time but finally, my tattoo sleeve by Ondrash and DECASA is finished! I'm stoked to be able to reveal some pictures and
wait for me [Short Film]
Right before the current lockdown, I conceptualized a short movie. I've spent the past weeks filming, browsing and editing the footage and am finally ready to show what
I Co-Created a Webcomic!
Together with my favorite partner in crime, Jacqueline Kaulfersch, I created a webcomic: Less is Less! It seems like we're not running out of ideas on how to fill
Apocalypse of the Mind [Poem]
Similar to past years, I have again decided to summer in Berlin and revisit my second life. I wanted to write about all my experiences here but I
Wisdom from my Balkan Roadtrip
I had to dismiss my former plan to spend my 30th birthday in Japan for obvious reasons. However, I was dead set on being on vacation in July
Stefan X
When I was 18 years old, my former best friend passed away. I wonder what kind of person you would have become, Stefan. A memorial. It's been over ten
When I had my Coming Out
The biggest misconception about coming out as a queer person is that it is a step you take once and then it's done. Coming out is a process
_Ghost Thoughts
Spending way too much time on my phone in quarantine, I got to thinking about all the content we're constantly getting bombarded with on social media. So many
A Moment in Time: Goodbye, Mr. Fisherman
Although 2020 was generally a pretty good year for me, it also contained a lot of drama, bad experiences and painful goodbyes. And even though a fortune-teller had
Landmine [Poem]
goodbye after a whirlwind heist always just one day at a time see you soon casually your recurring nightmare searching me how long can you live the fantasy? we never win if you
FRACTURES [Short Film]
Over the course of the past six months, I have written a poem, constantly changing what it was about as my life was changing with it. Figuring out
To my former Bullies: An open Letter
Spoiler alert: I do not forgive you. There is no use in holding on to hate for other people. Nevertheless, I don't have enough compassion and kindness in my
My Shortest Love Story
I know that after a relationship ends, the smart thing to do is letting some time pass, let wounds heal and make sure you're ready for something new.
Berlin Inspired Fashion Lookbook
I have been working on this 'fashion' lookbook forever. I first had the idea when I was living in Berlin in 2018/2019 because people here have their very
Saying YES to everything the Universe offers
The first 'party' weekend after Corona, where I went with the flow, said 'Yes' to everything and was rewarded with fireworks, a secret techno rave and an LSD
Farewell Letter for Chris
I can't believe I am sitting here (again), writing a letter to my former boyfriend. Since I started this blog I have found a strange relief in writing even
Fixing Dumb Inspirational Quotes 5
As soon as Corona hit us, I started seeing lots of 'inspirational' content floating around the internet. Everyone seemed to be looking for some kind of hope. Probably