How to Forgive Yourself
Refusing or being unable to forgive yourself for a past mistake, judgement, or transgression can be a heavy burden to carry. Guilt can drive you to engage in
Premiere: ÄNSI’s new Music Video we Co-Produced
In the spirit of not totally losing our minds, two friends and I declared November to be a creative lockdown-month. So, after I made my own short film,
5 Annoying Things I don’t miss about Berlin
About a month ago I came home from Berlin and after a short but expected down-phase I am feeling pretty good being back in a smaller city for
Fractures (German + English Video Poem)
Over the course of the past six months, I have written a poem, constantly changing what it was about as my life was changing with it. Figuring out
Terrorist Attack in Vienna, Austria
This week, I would've normally posted an experimental video short film I have produced recently but this doesn't feel right anymore. I rather wanna use this opportunity to
To my former Bullies: An open Letter
Spoiler alert: I do not forgive you. There is no use in holding on to hate for other people. Nevertheless, I don't have enough compassion and kindness in my
Waiting for my Corona Test Result
When the quarantine started, my OCD went wild and I was on the edge of losing it. I had to distance myself from all of it to try
Returning to an Unknown Home
A wild summer is coming to an end and so is my time in Berlin. Before I go home, I wanna reflect on everything that happened and what
What the Future holds (According to a Fortune Teller)
First, everything will fall apart, then be built back together. Sounds like 2020 all over again. I used to not believe in much of anything: religion, magic, ghosts, powers,
Reflecting on Life for my 200th Blog Post
I never thought it would get this far. Started in 2017 to practice my written English for my master thesis, I am still doing this. As a habit?
5 Unexpected Things I’ve Learned in Berlin
I have spent a good chunk of the summer in Berlin. Before I think of going back I wanna do a quick recap and reflect on a couple
My Shortest Love Story
I know that after a relationship ends, the smart thing to do is letting some time pass, let wounds heal and make sure you're ready for something new.
Welcome to my new Website!
I am proud to finally present my new website! When I became a freelancer, I gave my website a small update but I already had the damning feeling that
Berlin Inspired Fashion Lookbook
I have been working on this 'fashion' lookbook forever. I first had the idea when I was living in Berlin in 2018/2019 because people here have their very
Some of Berlin’s Best Street Art and Graffiti
I am back in Berlin again. During Corona quarantine, I felt more and more trapt at home and all I wanted was to get away. When I became
Berlin Club Culture Awakening in the Midst of Corona
Hola Chicas y Chicos! I am back in Berlin again. During Corona quarantine, I felt more and more trapt at home and all I wanted was to get away.
Going on Summer Break
Hello everyone, Thank you for stopping by - for the first time, regularly or sometimes. Writing this blog has always been a hobby for me to release stress and to
Saying YES to everything the Universe offers
The first 'party' weekend after Corona, where I went with the flow, said 'Yes' to everything and was rewarded with fireworks, a secret techno rave and an LSD
Getting Older
It's the day before my birthday and for the first time in maybe ten years, I'm going to spend that day alone. Some thoughts on getting older. As far
Some Thoughts on Conservative Politics
In my blog post about the LGBT+ Pride movement I have received an interesting comment about conservative politics standing in the way of change, that got me thinking.
Some Thoughts on Gay Pride
Thirty years ago, the WHO stated that homosexuality was no disease. Last year, gender identity disorder was erased from the list of mental illnesses. It is June, aka
10 weird Wish products you never knew you don’t need
Call me guilty: Twice a year or so I forget about all the negative reviews Wish has gotten over the past years and order a couple of products.
Staying true to yourself as a Freelancer
Working as a freelancer means being your own boss, setting your own rules and working according to your own standards. This brings up a big question. How much